だらりら。

昨夜から頭痛がひどいし、顔が熱いのに足が冷え切ってたり、背筋に寒気が走り、体がマジダルビッシュって感じで、明らかにひどいカゼの前兆です。(T_T)

でもうちの上司はとにかく果てしなく細かいところを気にするタイプで、例えば、私が毎日確実に１〜２時間サービス残業するのを黙認してるくせに、私が朝1分でも遅刻したらいちいちうるさいし、病欠を電話で伝えたら、全然私の証言を信用してないと言うか、わざわざ病院で診断書・処方せんもらって来いとか言うし、とにかく余計なことに上司ぶってて、肝心のところではメチャ適当な上、部下がバックアップを必要としている時にうまーく責任逃れするし、まーいわゆる下を踏みにじって上しか見てない、器の小さい上司です。(>_<)p

従って本日、上司の嫌がらせを避けるべく、私はかなり無理をして出勤した。でも案の定、意識がかなりもうろうとしていて、時折ブラックアウトして数分ずつ記憶がぶっ飛んだ。ぶっちゃけ、今日はどんな作業したかほとんど覚えてないぐらいヤバかったです。日曜日に試験があるけど、どうなることやら。あﾞ〜、早くベッドに寝たい…(ToT)

Feel like sh*t.
Since last night, I've had this banging headache, my face feels hot but my feet was freezing, chills ran down my spine, and my whole body felt so sore and heavy, which were all signs of an inevitable cold. (T_T)

But our boss is such a micro-manager, so even if I put in an extra hour or two at work off the clock, I'll still get picked out for coming in to work for even 1 minute late, or if I dare try to call in sick, I'm obviously not trusted, since I'm asked to go get a doctor's slip/prescription from the hospital to verify my ailments. The boss will exert authority for piddly little things that noone gives a damn about, but somehow stays uninvolved with real decisions, and when the subordinates really need top cover, the boss will skillfully snake out of responsibility of any kind -- the type that steps on those below him so he looks good to his superiors... in other words, a authority-abusing, spineless, worthless bubba. (>_<)p

So, in order to avoid the unnecessary line of questioning from the boss over the phone, I totally forced myself to go to work today. But as can be expected, I could barely stay coherent, and blacked out for several minutes at a time. Honestly, the bad part is that I really have no idea what kind of work I did. I have a test coming up on Sunday, but I'm not sure how that's gonna turn out. Sigh, me want bedrest soon... (ToT)